why blog?
honestly, idk why i am writing this. nobody's going to read it anyway and i don't expect anyone to read this piece of shit but if you stumble upon this blog, feel free to comment or share your thoughts :)
here are some reasons i can think of that make up for my excuse to write this shitty blog:
- i need a safe place to vent.
being anon, away from the people i know and i don't have to give a damn about what anyone thinks of me because hey, you don't know me and i don't know you
- i need to arrange my thoughts.
i realize that i can't achieve my goals without having a concrete plan, setting short-term targets and step-by-step list of what to do(s)
- i need to practice my english.
YES, i've not written any english essays since high school, my grammar and vocabs are deteriorating :(
this blog will be mainly about me, my point-of-view on life, my thoughts and the people related to my life. me, me, me and me. ok, now i sound like a selfish, narscisstic, self-obsessed bitch. #sorrynotsorry
well, i hope this will be a journey to find myself but idk. what can i say? i'm a procrastinator. i don't even know if i will ever write any posts after this one. heck, i don't even know if i will publish this post. i'm not promising anything for now. the only thing i can promise is that i will write the truth (if i ever write again), both the good and the bad, my sins, things i've done that only i know, my deepest darkest thoughts, how i truly feel about things and people. in short, everything i've been hiding since forever. i will confess to unburden myself from guilt and regret. the only thing i cannot reveal, however, is the personal identity of the people involved in my writing as well as myself.
warning: i will rant a lot and bitch a lot. i will bitch about almost everything. i will bitch about this. i will bitch about that. you will find that there is nothing i can't bitch about. AND i will probably write some things that can be very sexual so yeah..
